
I literally still miss you at 9 am why did I have to fuck that up so bad
the irony of life
the realization of I’ve literally been having abusive relationships since age 10, every time I liked someone and would date them they would hurt me either physically or verbally so I believe that’s part of why I shun nice people away and also the nice people around I am not allowed to keep cause they’re not “good enough” they are enough for me! but my parents don’t let me, but also being 23 and being told you’re a grown woman you make your own decisions by someone important but also being in a predicament where I have to rely on people and also not being sure that that’s where I want to take the plunge even though I was happy and comfortable there also the realization that I keep calling my boyfriend a bitch and not baby because I’m scared to let myself get soft emotionally but he never says anything
the best part of being alive is seeing people you know use your little turns of speech. actually
(via intensional)
(wakes up at reasonable hour) (stays in bed for two more hours)
(goes to bed at a reasonable hour)(stays awake for two more hours)
(both)
(via destructiveducky)
everything is my fault and it’s cool I think I’m good with being the bad person anyways
maybe someday I’ll forget





